Strangely, can't get to slp today though im tired. Has been thinking alot lately, eversince my grandma passed on 2 weeks ago. This is the first time i encountered separation from someone close to my heart. Initially, it was hard to contain my tears and emotions. But constantly reminding myself that she is at a place where there's no longer pain and suffering, brings much comfort.

Still rem the times when i visited her at old folks home, bought her favourite food - goreng pisang, dessert, and baos. Watching her savouring the simple yet delicious. Not forgeting the times when i am guilty of procrastination and laziness too.

When a person is gone, it's really the end. From the very next second after one breathe his/her last, it's all history. And anything left undone - it's all too late.

Leaves me wondering what meaning is there with all the late nights @ work, busy buzziness revolving around our lives. When all that matters in life is really to spend invaluable time with ppl who matters most to us.

- NiE'

Posted at 1:04 AM.

Hello frens.. Yes im back from MIA again. Life's as normal these few months, nothing interesting (except planning for my big day which i keep having 2nd thoughts on the date, all e sourcing on bridal studio & banquet etc).

Work wise, colleagues have been great. I'm grateful for being blessed with a friendly work environment & nice bosses. No complaints except that spendings on meals have been rocketing considering the location of my workplace at Suntec. But somehow this is compensated with nice views i enjoy from my office, not forgetting being able to lunch w one of our piggie mbr :)

Looking forward to a new phase of life - one that requires me to be less self-centered n more loving. It's a journey of a lifetime which determines whether your life on earth will be like a living Heaven:) or hell:(.

- NiE .. 'My prayer: May i always feel like im living in Heaven.' :)

Posted at 2:52 PM.

Just had my wisdom tooth extracted for the 3rd time. Though i know that the dentist is good and i can expect a painless extraction (since i had visited him previously), the thought of a big tooth being pulled out from my gum accompanied with constant bleeding is disturbing. Still, to prevent this 'pest' tooth from causing the teeth to decay, i decided to pluck up my courage.

The process only took 10 minutes and like my previous encounters, it was really so painless to the point that i was not even aware that my tooth was already extracted! Wonder dentist indeed, and a real patient one too as he was constantly asking if i was in pain as he extract my tooth cautiously.

Hence, as a token of appreciation, i decided to write about this amazing dentist and his skills (though the readership for my blog is not high but it's the thought that counts, isn't it ;)). Should you need the address, feel free to leave a message on my tagboard! =D

-NiE'''

Posted at 11:27 AM.

Toby finally gets to sleep soundly. This poor doggie has been experiencing physical pain and lost of appetite resulting from an operation on its testicles 2 weeks ago. As it is not sterilised since young, cancerous lumps grew in its testicles. Given his old age, i was fearing he might pass on during the operation. Thank God he managed to pull through it. Toby is indeed strong boy. :)

- NiE```

Posted at 3:46 PM.

Do you believe in miracles? All these while, it has been a head knowledge to me but never an encounter.. Sometimes human nature is such that we want to be in control of situations around us. We wish for harmony among friends, love and acceptance from others.. The perfect life it seems. When things go wrong or did not happen the way we want them to be, we get frustrated and start to figure out the whys.. get regretful, or even resentful. Especially when uncontrollable factors added to the already complicated situations, making them even more complex. Sometimes, it is through these incidents that we get to realise why we reacted certain ways. But this usually happen too late. Damages have been done. Frenships in ruin. Hearts have turned cold.

Have you been through this path before? I have. Many a times, leaving me asking God why. Not able to find an answer (or perhaps, it isn't my call to question in the first place), I got impatient and try to rectify the situation through my own human effort but worsening the whole situation instead. I became exhausted, and decided to give up. But it is at this moment, that things took a turn. Things that seem impossible to my natural mind became possible. Frenships that seem impossible to reconcile, got patch back again. It came so unexpected, and how things got turned around is simply beyond comprehension. A plan that can never be derived from the human mind. It happened so quickly, and seemed so easy.

I cannot be more convinced. That in Christ, there's really reconciliation. His perfect love, can erase every hurt and bring peace to any situations.. If we are patient enough to wait for His timing, and leave things to Him when we know that we have done our best and there is nothing more we can do. He's never late or early, but always just in time.

I really need to learn to have more patience with my life. :)

-NiE```

Posted at 3:14 PM.

Just came back from Marina Square after catching Angels and Demons at GV with JX and his friends. It was a treat by his friend and we really enjoyed it.

The show was cleverly-plotted, surrounded by time-crucial investigations that gradually unveil the interesting twist to the story nearing the end of the show. One that leaves you marvelling at how the author could think of such brillant storyline.

Seriously, it would be a pity to miss it.

-NiE'''

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